Must Have Been Centuries

I told HuiChi my deepest and darkest secret last Thursday:

I can no longer write.

Well, I can still write academic essays, formal letters and reviews. But I can no longer write with emotions. My writings are dead now. It's like a flat piece of shit without shape.

That sensitiveness that I had when I was still in high school, the perspective I used to view everyday things, the degree of observance that I used to possess... they're all gone.

Another thing -- it's been centuries since I wrote something that is NOT an assignment or an obligation. I became lazy. I became senseless.

I'm no longer what I was. And it's sad.