Sugar, Sugar

As they say, love is blind. I found my new love.

Isn't she pretty? Oh I love you, gladiator heels!!

Shall I compare thee to a summer's day? Nay, thou art more lovely and more temperate (haha. I feel so Shakespeare-ish today).

Deidre's foot. I made her model her 4.5 inches heels.

It ain't easy to walk in it. When I wore it, I felt like falling forward; then when I adjusted myself, I felt like falling sideways.

The price of beauty, I tell you.

Results were out at 3.30pm today, the hard copies.

Was still having Economics with Ms. Betsy (just got more interesting, the subject I mean) and Leanne disappeared out of the classroom.

She came back with that piece of paper which speaks of one's destiny and future (ok I'm exaggerating) and the whole class ignored Ms. Betsy and GayKeong (sorry la dude).

Straight A's. Full marks for 3 subjects. I was going to bang my head on the table.

YinYee came in. Silence. Majority A's. I wanted to cry.

During choir practice, everyone's talking about it. And I was so silly to be a busybody and asked around. They did so well.

For no right reason I was scared, horrified and spooked by the idea of touching my own result slip. Further thoughts on it only succeeded in driving me crazier, and my feet weaker.

Adeline, Abigail, Diana and Eliza advised me to get it after choir. "To ease your nerves," they said.

Yet all I wanted to do at that moment was to sleep and forget about everything.

I'm such a failure. And a coward.

So far none of my Literature classmates got A or B. I'm worried that I'll get the similar. I simply can't get worse than B for this subject. Or Economics. And Maths.