Play With the Thunder

I have always believed that each person is special, that you can never find two people who are exactly the same.

So logically, you can't replace anybody.

But why do I feel that someone has replaced me?

Is it just me, that I can't handle constructive criticisms well? I've been particularly sensitive to those regarding my physical appearances.

They said that the only right thing you can do is to be yourself. But what if I'm not good enough, or not up to their standards? Should I go for a plastic surgery or change myself starting from the inside, improve myself?

They said no man is an island.

But why do I feel left out?

Did I scare you away by my reading all the time? That's just my favourite pastime...

Did I piss you off by giving examples from history in our normal conversation? I couldn't help it...

Did I kill the vibe by talking about the May-June exams? I am nervous and quite twitchy...

Did I fade from your good books by being too lame? I thought it was funny...

I'm sorry, please don't leave me.