Randomization #8

Woah... college is starting on Monday.

So... fast.



















I haven't even choose an outfit, bag and shoes.

Ok I sound like Paris Hilton. Ish.

I'll just wear a boy-ish shirt that'll make me look fat (to protect myself from the rapists around that area), the old jeans, white school shoes and my old school bag.

You're seriously crazy if you think I'm gonna attend college (first day some more) dressing like that.

I may be a bookworm, doesn't mean I don't have any fashion sense in me.

Passed by Minda Ceria just now, felt so sad that the next time I walk through that door, I won't be attending classes anymore. I miss Mr. Sean *sob*.

A friend cried on the phone last week. I was panicking. He is what I classify as a gentleman, a rare species nowadays. The type of guy who doesn't seem to have the stomach to hurt a fly, very polite and kind.

But I never expected him to cry.

I'm not saying guys can't cry. Everybody can cry. Well... usually guys only show their tears to their closest friends, right?

And I'm just a friend. We do talk, praising each other most of the time. Then, other than my brothers, I've never had other guys crying in front of me or on the phone.

Panic ceased and was taken over by rage and perplexity immediately. Something bad was spreading around. All I could do was to answer his question, assure and advise him.

Was it sheer anger that typed the message, or was it me being reckless? Anyway, thank God it made things better instead of worsening it.

Haven't recover from the shock. I think that incident might haunt me for a long time.

To my friends who'll still be attending high school:

Yo peeps~!!

Congrats and well done to those who are satisfied with your PMR results. If you're not satisfied, it's ok, just cry yourself to sleep and cheer up, still got SPM. Sad to say but PMR is just a major test for those who wants to go into Science stream, not really important. Gotta gear up for the new subjects.

Those in Sec 5 this year, you're so gonna suffer (muahahaha). No la. Life during Sec 5 is kinda fun for me, breakdowns happened 2 months before SPM. Don't worry, doesn't happen to everyone. Sorry but have to stress on this, SPM bloody important ok!!

Most importantly, must have fun. Don't just study like no tomorrow. Play hard, study smart~

To my friends who left high school:

Some of you guys are working, some are studying, some are in NS, some are snoozing at home. Wanna wish you guys all the best in whatever you are doing. Come what may, we'll have to face it, don't run away like a coward. Stay in touch ^^

Sincerely,