All Work & No Study

Extra add on to the title:

All work and no study makes Jane a worried girl.

If you don't know who is Jane... I don't know what to say.

Wai Loon told me Christopher studies 10 hours a day, which reminded me how much my name rhymes with failure.

Am almost done reading Melissa de la Cruz's novel.

Went to Serdang with mom to help her out with the SPA thingy. It's good to learn but 5 hours evaporated into thin air and the only thing I studied was the secretion of hormones from the hypthalamus.

I shall study smarter (studying hard is so passe) tomorrow.

Had a nightmare last night. Not the nightmare where you have zombies tearing you from limb to limb. Sorta heartbreaking, so does it consider as one?

It was about my very good guy friend suddenly telling me that we don't connect heart-to-heart.

Anyway it was all in Chinese and erm... literal translation is: our hearts don't connect?

I guess he misunderstood, thought I have a crush on him or something. So he's rejecting me in a polite way.

Why do I feel crestfallen in my dream? I mean, I don't have a crush on him or anything romantic towards him.

Till now I still am a little shattered.

He has been my pillar and refuge at times in need. Like an elder brother I always wanted.

Technically, if he rejects me and doesn't want me as a girlfriend, I'm supposed to be ok with it. I treat him like a brother anyway. A punch bag, sometimes XD.

Ah... must be pre-exam tension. I've been thinking too much.