Friday, September 5

Of Headaches, Tears & Ice-Cream Cakes

Hmm... it actually rhymes... not bad~

Like I mentioned in my previous post (don't expect me to put a link here, just scroll down), I don't bloody-sweaty-shitty understand what is his problem with us Malaysian Chinese.

Well, since it's political, I have no say in it what-so-ever.

A lot of times, I don't agree with Pn. Usha.

I don't see why we can't have the passing of post today. She knows I can't attend meetings now, we Sec 5s should already exclude ourselves from co-curricular activities to concentrate on our studies right now.

The files... The main file is not my job to complete. It is stated there: "... guru penasihat perlu memasukkan dokumen-dokumen..."

Why can't she let go of the Sec 5s for 2 weeks? Trials are starting next Wednesday and she expects us to stay back the day before trials to do the 'A Word a Day' thing?

I don't own a car, I don't drive, I have no transport home, I'm having piano lessons on that day and Phy/Chem tuition too.

I'm not staying back for that. I'm going home to study.

The trials are getting on my nerves.

I've been insomniac since the week started.

Biology remains untouched. Currently drooling over the Sec 4 History textbook.

Tension... I could just cry thinking of myself getting unsatisfying results.

I'm so tired. And frustrated.
I don't intend on studying today. For today, I'm going to leave earth and come back later in the night.
Like Robert Frost, I wanna go swing on birch branches. No worries, no dilemmas...
Just the trees and its verdant greens, the baby green grass under my feet, the hiding birds singing a self-composed tune, and me.

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