Let Go? Not Very Likely. But...

I wonder what it's like to let go of something really precious to you, something that means a lot to you.

Does it hurt?

If it does, what kind of pain does it emit?

Excrutiating, a common ache, or will I feel numb?

Alright, maybe I need some pain stimulation like Mel or something.

Maybe I really am a sadist.

But seeing that I'm such a person who doesn't give up easily. It's not likely for me to just... let go.

But...

Why does it always have to have a 'but'?