Selcouth.: Probing into the Shadows (This Time, Deeper)

Surely I've gone too far now.

2 weeks ago I was eager to get my hands on 'Twilight'.

1 week ago I was engrossed in that book, religiously.

3 days ago I was willing to pay RM 39.50 for 'New Moon'.
4 minutes ago I was watching 'Queen of the Damned'.

I'm infatuated.

Infatuation towards vampire stories?!

My conscience is saying, "This is absurd! You're so damn sinful!"

Apparently, I AM a fan of Gothic genre novels, not necessary vampires though. I even wanted to use the oh-so-evil mascara on my eyes...

Last year I was morose. Very morose. But I do consider last year as the Golden Age of my works. The poems I wrote last year was very morbid, this I can assure you. I was a wallow fellow.

I've been in the shadows once (you could read this post whilst listening to The Rasmus' 'In the Shadows') and I came out into the light. This time I'm going into the dark, again!! And I think I ventured too far.

Yea, I'm emo... again.

I'm no longer the cheerful girl you see in our humble little tuition centre, having a blond moment (refer to Sally's post if you don't understand what is a 'blond moment').

No, you don't hear me saying, "Come on people, let's skip around the classroom, it's fun!!" Because it's not fun skipping around the classroom. I was a smart-blond-moment girl (hopefully I still am)~

You'll probably hear me listening to 'I Don't Love You' and 'Famous Last Words' by MCR. No, not 'Tainted Love' by Marilyn Manson, 'cause I hate them.

Perhaps Damien will freak out when he sees me scribbling phrases like... hmm... as ghastly facades sank into thy porcelain skin and sucked the marrow out of thy life... yea, words like these (hey, I'm pretty good at this grotesque thing).

When all hope ceased to penetrate the dark clouds that separated the blue sky from my sight... I saw this...