I read Yen's blog.
Ok.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'M SORRY!
My fault alright, MY FAULT.
Faults :
1) Leaving Xia alone.
2) Making Xia cry.
3) Talking to Shin more than I should.
Crimes :
1) Isolating someone I should pamper and care for.
2) Hurting someone I should protect.
3) Best friend snatching.
Sentences :
1) Talk to her and be there for her when she wants me.
2) Make her smile when she's down.
3) Don't have any contact with her if her best friend minds.
It's true that I've been talking to Shin the whole day, pouring out my problems with Xia to her.
'Cause Xia will cry again when she listens and I find it hard to relate such problems to Yen.
And yet, as we all know, Shin is the considered the best counsellour among us all.
Maybe this is all a mistake.
Not only Xia has tears, not only she needs to breathe.
I need, too.
The situation, to everyone, is like this.
Chery talks to Xia in serious and heavy tone, Xia laughs and tries to cheer her up. Chery scolds Xia and Xia cried. Chery ignored Xia for the rest of the day and Chery puts everything in her blog. The next day Chery doesn't talk to Xia but was found talking to Shin. Shin was busy with Chery so Yen is not happy 'cause Shin is her best friend. Yen found Xia isolated and Yen accompanied her.
So obvious that Chery is the damned bitch here and Chery needs to be pinalised.
Is that how it is? Tell me, is it like this??
I'm not exaggerating the issue, really I'm not. I don't like to do this anyway, but...
One second of woe and anger can erase a day of joy and pleasure.
I'm not one of you people anymore, I don't deserve you all, I'm selfish, I'm self-centered.
Don't symphatize me, nobody is wrong.
This is just another of my emotional, utterly childish and self-centered product.
5 comments:
我不知道要怎样讲。。。
我。。。
Okay
大家都别在互相争吵生气，k?
大家都有错。。。（shin呢？应该不管他事吧！）
我不应该吃醋
不应该不理会shin
Esther不应该不理xia
Xia不应该这么爱哭
Okay
当我什么都没说过
大家握握手，互相对彼此说声sorry
没事了好吗？
大家都当这几天的事都没发生过好吗？
我不像再有这样的事发生！
不然。。。
我也不知道我会干些什么。。。
可能我回自动退出这个gang（有威胁性吧！可我是认真的！）
我继续努力。。。
你们继续冷战
继续互相讲不满谁谁谁的事
继续split成两个GANG
可我不会involved的！
不可能让我把这几天都当没发生过。。
因为这些事太有意义了。
喂。。你们这几个不要因为几条小事互相争吵与生气。
太有意义？
你这话什么意思？
跟我解释！
Everyone needs friends, right? On thursday, i cried 5 times... feel so sad that xiang ning's attitude towards me changed.. no doubt that i really care and concern about her.. i am sad because when i try to talk to xiang ning, she just ignore me.. i am sad because she still smiling and doing all her things as usual without me.. i am nothing to her.. i thought for so long on that night.. well... and i call myself not to cry on friday.. i did it.. i mean why should i cry.. i still got many friends, right? if she is not concern about me, why should i?
Haiz... it's not true.i shall not cheat myself.. i can't do that.. i like my friends.. i like xiang ning. i like yong shean.. i like chai yen. i still care about them a lot.. i will not cry anymore.. if xiang ning really refuse to talk to me, just be it.. well.. no one can predict the future.. maybe we will really split into 2 gangs..
hope that 4 of us friendship forever... Girls, cheer up! Yo yo!!
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