In darkness I hide
Far beyond your sight
I have my pride
But, I'm forced into this tide

I said to myself many times, be careful when I talk and act.

But, mistakes occur sometimes, and I'm drawn into this tidal wave.

"Arguments occur and rumours may fly..."

Stated in one of my poems, what I saw.

No arguments happen by the way, just the flying of rumours, black as ravens.

They say ravens are the sign of evil, miseries and unluckiness.

I think I believe them now.

I take you as a big brother, nothing else, just a big brother.

Albeit I have other big brothers, who also have no relations with me, they're just playing along.

They never took me seriously.

Whatever they say, I'm just gonna stay quiet.

This is not what I always do, and not what I like to do.

But I'm forced to, 'cause it's the only way to keep you save.

Not that I'm scared of the happenings that will befall me, but I don't want you to be blamed or sung in my mistake.

Although I feel like telling you some of my problems, just to share with somebody, but I don't dare.

I'm afraid they will start the fuss again and you will have a major problem.

So, I shall be silent for now, maybe forever.