The last leaf of autumn fell to the ground
The surroundings made no sound
I wished the days now still count
As the days we still remain as a single noun

Winter came, the North wind won't stop taunting my domain and I. It seems very unhappy and is trying its best, to do what?

The answer lies with me, and the wind itself of course.

Day after day, bright yellow coloured leaves fell to the earth one by one, symbolising the coming of the Winter Goddess.

And finally, the last leaf withered away, gone by the last of West wind dying breath. It hath gone, so soon......

Everything died away when the Winter Goddess is near, to allow heavenly dews to cleanse the road, making way for the Goddess' chariot.

I still don't want to say 'goodbye', to the ones who accompanied me throughout the years, I don't want to......

A tribute to the ones around me,


who firstly tried to know me...


then try approaching me...


waste their time searching for me when I hide from the sun...


give me a hand when I meet with dificulties...


try to put a smile on my cold emotionless face...


melt my cold heart away with a sincere smile.

And taught me how to...


smile from the heart.

I'm very sorry for the cold way I treated them, when my cold icicles hurted them, and created scars in their hearts.

I apologise,


for making you angry of my hurtful attitude...


or even shedding a tear of those painful words I said.

I don't think there'll be people so patient out there, who can tolerate my cold personality. Thus, I thank God humbly for what he gave to me,


loyal and cheerful friends...


who accept me for who I am...


and never want to let go...


or give up on me...


yet introducing new friends to me,

and pulling me closer to...


this big family that was always there.

The warmth this one big family gave me, melted away the cold heart and icy smirk on my face, and taught me how to make an infant smile, and becoming somebody I always wanted to be.

Remember the hard work the North wind is trying to do? It'll never succeed...

Unhappy with the changes that occured in me, and trying to frozen the once crystal heart of mine......

Somehow I know, it can try as much as it wants. But year after year, it'll never succeed......

Love you guys lots~!!

God bless~